Orient Express

Monday, August 24, 2015
Update at 5:22 AM

Sometimes you don't feel like talking about things with anyone. 

It's weird how throughout your bipolar and confusing 20's, you realise yourself faster than ever before but at the same time you realise how real loneliness is. The thing is though, it's comparable to how much you realise that it's okay to be lonely. It's fundamentally a part of the human condition after all. 

I'm enjoying going home to my own space and having that transition between day and night, hustle and calm. It's also interesting to me how little I feel like I need to please others. I thought this was such a cliche thing to say, but I don't think I would have ever felt it until the time actually came and really understood what that is like. Ultimately, I am too solid with my persona and character to want to change for any other person or crowd. I'm so settled with myself after all that struggling and confusion, so that's that. 

Don't get me wrong, I enjoy going on dates with the occasional pleasant company. However until that ever progresses beyond simply pleasant for the moment, it's just a little garnish to top off my established life. My small circle of friends who I know will always be there to chat are also a very special part of my life which I am grateful to have. Even the acquaintances and colleagues at work and make little jokes with and talk about little highlights and low lights of our lives is special too. The combination of all these interactions keeps me happy and all I can say is I am really satisfied and thankful that I can lead such a functional and normal life. I'm ready to climb the 20's ladder more than ever. 


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