Orient Express







Tuesday, April 24, 2012
at 5:30 PM

It is so hard to get motivated to get out of bed these days.
I stare at the ceiling and watch it move around in my dizzy and lazy state.

Not much time left to be idle in this city.

A turning point approaches faster than I expected.

What will be left after?

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Sunday, April 15, 2012
The Beginning Has Not Even Begun at 6:28 AM


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Saturday, April 14, 2012
More Dreams at 2:54 PM

I have been dreaming about the same people for 3 nights straight.

It is perturbing.

They are not bad dreams either, just the fact that they are recurrent is making me think more than necessary.

Training my thoughts is harder than I wanted it to be as well.

I hope I'm not relapsing.

Have to get stronger on my own two feet.

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Friday, April 6, 2012
Dreams at 4:11 PM

I had a night of the most weird set of dreams ever.

Forcing myself to sleep, constantly being in REM, some fucked up shit goes on in my head.

On a brighter note, I lost weight. 45.4kg now. 5 more kilos to go until I might have a flat stomach and thinner thighs.

I have to trim my fringe as well.

Thinking of going for a jog too. I think I shall do that.

I have to get started on my 100000000 assignments too. After the easter break I have a shitload of shit going on fucking...

My lovan seems to be kicking in somewhat...even though I still wake up extremely early a few times, I feel somewhat normal and a bit more stable and rational than before. I have to find inner strength, apparently. I think I am on the right track. Quit constantly giving into the affection of others and give myself affection and respect.

I will go out and see friends that do not complicate or harm my life. I will be fine.

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